Last night i failed to follow my instructions.
It wasn't for the lack of spirit. The "flesh was weak," though not in the usual sense. i didn't cum. Rather, i was exhausted when i went to bed, and when i had to pause during my masturbation i fell asleep (!) i'm not sure how long i masturbated, but there's no way i wanked for the full 15 minutes.
i'm a bit worried about Her reaction when She reads this entry. She might feel punishment is in order, or She might decide that cumming can't be all that important to me if i can't even stay awake to masturbate. Yikes.
while i masturbated, i fantasized again about the usual things - serving Her pussy, being Her toilet, living in a cage. it feels repetitive to write it down, but there it is.
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