i entered into my current contract with S. last Thursday night.
The next morning She sent me an email with instructions.
i've cut and pasted the email exchange below, reversing the order so that it reads in "normal" chrono order. And edited it to protect the guilty : )
>>
>> From: S.
>> To: subboyjoy
>> Sent: Friday, May 17, 2013 8:54 AM
>> Subject: Friday May 17
>>
>> Good morning,
>> No need to tell you that you must keep your hands off my cock today,
>> with the exception of following:
>> - jerking off on your knees for 10 minutes sometime between
>> 12:30 - 1:30pm AND
>> 7:00 - 8:00 pm
>> when going to bathroom and peeing
>> In the shower, keep the contact to minimum to soaping and rinsing off
>> No excuses for deviations.
>>
>> Be a good boy you are, have a good day.
>>
>> S.
>>
>> Sent from my iPad
>>
>>
On May 17, 2013, at 10:06 AM, subboyjoy wrote:
>> Dear S,
>>
>> Thank You so much for these instructions.
>>
>> And thank You so much for hanging out with me last night. i had such a perfect time. i am floating on air
>> this morning!
>>
>> i know this sounds crazy but with Your cock now firmly under Your control, i feel at peace and feel very
>> connected to You. Thank You.
>>
>> In the past when You instructed me to jerk off during the day, i was generally not allowed to cum, and i
>> believe that i should follow that same practice now. i just want to be sure i am understanding and obeying >> Your intentions correctly.
>>
>> Yours,
>>
>> subboy
>>
>> P.S. i hope Your phone fully recovers.
>>
>> P.P.S. i will get some massage oil for my office today. please, anytime, you would like a quick (or long!) >> massage of your feet or other, just let me know.
>>
>> P.P.S. i am so extremely lucky. Thank You.
>>
[note to explain the PPS - last time S. was at my office, i offered and gave her a foot massage. But she asked if I had any massage oil, and I didn't. A long time ago I made some custom massage oil at a workshop I went to and gave it to her as a gift which she liked very much]
>> From: S.
>> Fri, May 17, 2013 at 1:44 PM
>> I want to come by Monday for massage your schedule permitting. Anytime after 1 pm is good for me.
>> Correct you are not allowed to cum.
>> Have a good and weekend my dear.
back under contract, again (!)
It's been a while, but i am back under contract to S., and I am so insanely content.
She and i went out for drinks last Thursday. i had not seen her in several weeks. i was hoping i could ask her, in fact i was ready to beg her, to take control of my/Her cock.
i don't know that she would have done it had i not asked. and i don't like to think that she does anything because i ask for it. on the other hand, i thought that asking/begging her to take control was appropriately submissive.
i know that it has to be hassle free for her, i.e. something that she enjoys, not another responsibility that amounts to a burden because she has to deal with it - and i know that she take the responsibility end of owning my/her cock very seriously. She's scrupulous that way.
i'm traveling to Europe for work next month, and asked her a week ago or so (via email) if she'd like to meet up while i'm over there because she's mentioned in the past she like to do something like that and that i should let her know if another trip comes up. anyways, she hasn't figured out if she can go or not - she has some family events that might conflict. but on a prior trip to Vegas together (can't remember if i blogged here about that) she took control of my/Her cock 24/7. so, it was sorta in the context of the upcoming trip that i asked if she would take control.
i suggested a short-term contract, so that it would be as little of a concern for her as possible - though the terms of all our contracts have been the same in one particular: she can cancel at anytime, I cannot. Anyways, she agreed and fixed the term at two weeks.
She also specified two-day windows ahead of time during which i would be "free" to do whatever i want. i think that's her way of making sure i get opportunities to jerk off and cum without getting crazy distracted/frustrated. she doesn't want me to get so bent out of shape that work or family stuff suffers as a result. at the same time i think she doesn't want the bother of monitoring my condition. so she sets this schedule ahead of time.
In the past, during our very first contact, she made me go much longer, as much as 2-3 weeks, without cumming. That I KNOW i blogged about. Still, this feels very controlling and frustrating, and i suppose it gives her plenty of room to ramp things up if she pleases.
She and i went out for drinks last Thursday. i had not seen her in several weeks. i was hoping i could ask her, in fact i was ready to beg her, to take control of my/Her cock.
i don't know that she would have done it had i not asked. and i don't like to think that she does anything because i ask for it. on the other hand, i thought that asking/begging her to take control was appropriately submissive.
i know that it has to be hassle free for her, i.e. something that she enjoys, not another responsibility that amounts to a burden because she has to deal with it - and i know that she take the responsibility end of owning my/her cock very seriously. She's scrupulous that way.
i'm traveling to Europe for work next month, and asked her a week ago or so (via email) if she'd like to meet up while i'm over there because she's mentioned in the past she like to do something like that and that i should let her know if another trip comes up. anyways, she hasn't figured out if she can go or not - she has some family events that might conflict. but on a prior trip to Vegas together (can't remember if i blogged here about that) she took control of my/Her cock 24/7. so, it was sorta in the context of the upcoming trip that i asked if she would take control.
i suggested a short-term contract, so that it would be as little of a concern for her as possible - though the terms of all our contracts have been the same in one particular: she can cancel at anytime, I cannot. Anyways, she agreed and fixed the term at two weeks.
She also specified two-day windows ahead of time during which i would be "free" to do whatever i want. i think that's her way of making sure i get opportunities to jerk off and cum without getting crazy distracted/frustrated. she doesn't want me to get so bent out of shape that work or family stuff suffers as a result. at the same time i think she doesn't want the bother of monitoring my condition. so she sets this schedule ahead of time.
In the past, during our very first contact, she made me go much longer, as much as 2-3 weeks, without cumming. That I KNOW i blogged about. Still, this feels very controlling and frustrating, and i suppose it gives her plenty of room to ramp things up if she pleases.
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