the end?

Well, it's a bit anti-climatic, but this appears to be my last blog entry. Our/our 3-month contact is official over after today - in just a little bit actually as it's getting near midnight as i write

i haven't heard from S. in a little more than a week, and i believe that she is either still traveling or more likely in transit back to the States. i'm working in Germany at the moment and won't be back to the States myself for another week.

i masturbated for the required 15 minutes this morning, and yes i am still stuck on having my face buried in S.' pussy. The day since was been a whirlwind of international negotiations that totally occupied me. Tonight i will masturbate again for 15 minutes - but won't cum since i no longer have Her permission.

i don't know what comes next (though, of course, i do have my fantasies), but i do know that i had some of the best times of my life over the last 3 months, all courtesy S. Looking back, it all seems a little unreal, but the memories are so incredibly satisfying. A Jesus-take-me-now feeling if there ever was one.

i am so very grateful to S. Thank You from all of my heart.

Love,

h

the last hurrah

i wanked this morning for the specified 15 minutes. It may be repetitive, but my fantasies centered on serving S., serving Her pussy to be exact.

Tonight i plan on using my very last free pass. i suspect that once i do, life under the contract will be bit odd. It will be very short (only one day left) but completely without any discretion of my own, as i will be completely out of options and so strictly forbidden from cumming.

But for the moment, i have only tunnel vision, and that vision is focused solely on cumming tonight!

3 down, 1 to go.

Another day, and (for a change!) another orgasm. i used up my 3rd free pass last night, and it was nothing short of glorious. This morning i woke up, masturbated for the required 15 minutes and set off on my way with a big smile plastered on my face.

i only have one free pass left and three days to get through. i suspect that will save it for the day after tomorrow. i still have two free passes to use Her cock with another woman, but sadly it looks like those passes will expire without being used at all.

Masturbating this morning was wonderful - visions of being buried in S.' pussy playing out in my head. What a way to start the day!