A lot has happened in the last 24 hours. and i may need a few entries to journal it all.
i masturbated, as per direction, yesterday morning for 15 minutes. But, as it happened, it wasn't easy that particular morning to find a solid stretch of 15 minutes of time and privacy. And i realized that, though i am used to masturbating daily or more frequently, i usually jerk-off very quickly, cumming within just a few minutes.
And being so quick about it in the past, meant that i could do it almost any time and anywhere. But now, with the direction to wank for 15 minutes at a stretch, i will have to think ahead to find the right time and place. a mundane realization, i suppose, but there it is.
Later in the day, i asked Her by email if i was allowed to masturbate (without cumming, of course) outside the morning and evening windows when i was definitely supposed to masturbate, and i received this reply (in part):
"This is correct you are not to masturbate outside that window."
As i read Her reply, a sense of being boxed-in, of tightening control, washed over me, accompanied [of course] by an erotic rush. And immediately afterward, Her dick started to swell and i got an urge to wank. Of course, i couldn't do that. So i was even more aware of her restriction on me. And that fed back into another erotic shiver, and so forth.
what a lucky submissive i am!
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