S. took control of Her/my cock again. It's been almost two years since my last contract with Her, and i am so happy! The minute i handed her the key, a feeling of peace and contentment washed over me.
It started with a trip to Vegas a couple weeks ago, during which i spent the whole time with Her/my cock locked up in a CB cage (and a small hook that threads through the P.A. piercing that effectively renders the cage undefeatable.)
At the end of the trip She took control of Her/my cock going forward, but She only restricted/limited my masturbation, which was a triple relief actually, as i have recently been jerking off 2-3 times a day, which was getting out of hand.
Her rule is that i am allowed to jerk off once every 18 hours, and She did not limit how long each individual session could last. Over the last week or so, i've found that in practice this pretty much guarantees that i can jerk off once a day no matter the schedule of things in my life, but prevents me from jerking off more than once.
She was very clear She doesn't want to restrict any sex i might have with anyone else, as She doesn't want to deal with that.
However, since She is the only person i have been having sex with for the past 8 months, it's not much of a difference to me.
While my last contract with Her was very specifically limited to three months, We/we did not discuss any limit this time, but i am not assuming anything.
i have Her permission to make this blog public, and since this topic for this blog now seems to be alive again, i will see about doing that. i'm a bit nervous about running afoul of Blogger's rules about forbidden content, as i don't want them to turn off and lose this blog and all the posts
one year later......
The events you are about to read are real. Only the names have been changed. To protect the guilty ;)
It's been a year since these posts were written, all while under a contract with S. Back then, the blog was a private journal, solely written for review by S.
[If you're interested in the whole story, you might read this blog from back to front, since it's not really live anymore. I wonder if there is a tool out there for doing something like that]
Though We/we still see each other (hurray!), S. has never offered me another like contract, and i know better than to ask (or beg). She knows She can place my (Her) cock back under Her control whenever She wants. So, it will happen if/when She wants, and not any sooner.
However, i recently entered and finished a two-week contract, as a Dom this time, with a submissive, by the name of C., that i met on OKcupid, [a good matching site that is geared for vanilla AND poly/kinky people], all with S.'s permission of course.
C. ended up blogging a bit about her experience. So, i asked S. if i could share my old blog posts with C. S. said yes, and told me i could go ahead make the whole blog public. I originally wrote in anonymous form, just to be careful, so i only had to make one small change.
Not that i am a Grateful Dead fan or anything, but what a long strange trip it has been!
It's been a year since these posts were written, all while under a contract with S. Back then, the blog was a private journal, solely written for review by S.
[If you're interested in the whole story, you might read this blog from back to front, since it's not really live anymore. I wonder if there is a tool out there for doing something like that]
Though We/we still see each other (hurray!), S. has never offered me another like contract, and i know better than to ask (or beg). She knows She can place my (Her) cock back under Her control whenever She wants. So, it will happen if/when She wants, and not any sooner.
However, i recently entered and finished a two-week contract, as a Dom this time, with a submissive, by the name of C., that i met on OKcupid, [a good matching site that is geared for vanilla AND poly/kinky people], all with S.'s permission of course.
C. ended up blogging a bit about her experience. So, i asked S. if i could share my old blog posts with C. S. said yes, and told me i could go ahead make the whole blog public. I originally wrote in anonymous form, just to be careful, so i only had to make one small change.
Not that i am a Grateful Dead fan or anything, but what a long strange trip it has been!
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