stopping and starting

Her balls are tender and swollen today. Right now, as i type, they lay plumped up, aching against my thigh.

Masturbating last night and again this morning was challenging. Whenever i started to think about Her, i immediately went right to the edge of cumming and had to stop wanking right away. i spent each 15 minute block stopping and starting, many, many times over.

If the schedule She has set for me does not change, i will get to cum tonight (!) And, now that i am closer to that moment, i have to actively stop myself from thinking about it or the frustration of being so close, yet so far, would rend me in half.

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