to cum or not to cum, that is the question.

Wanking last night and again this morning was intense beyond words.

i was shuddering in bliss.

i was supposed to choose whether to cum in the mornings or the evenings (every other day). i chose evenings because i was instructed to call Her this morning in case She wanted me to come by, and somehow it seemed wrong to cum before going over to serve Her. However, i also serve Her in the evenings, so i don't know that my logic extends forward very far, but there it is.

i am allowed to cum tonight - i wonder what that will be like? i almost can't bear to think about it.