evil Buddha

Masturbating this morning was so such a stop-and-start affair that it verged on the absurd.

Seriously fantasizing about anything now brings me to the point of orgasm within seconds. It's actually quite frustrating, as masturbating was one of the few times during the day when i could feel totally relaxed and peaceful. Now, i can't even enjoy masturbating!

however, unless something goes amiss, tomorrow i get to cum!

i want tomorrow so bad that i have to put it out of mind, or i find myself getting freaked out. There's nothing i can do to hurry it up. It's like some evil Buddhist practice to teach patience.

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