one down, three to go

i went out last night with K. to help her celebrate her birthday. i was hoping she would want to play with me, and we did kiss a bit while out on the town. but when all was said and done she was uncomfortable doing more.

Before She left town S. gave me two limited exemptions to Her general rule that i am not allowed to have sex with other women and in particular not allowed to use Her cock. One of the limitations is that i can only use Her cock for two hours each time. This rule raised all kinds of questions for me (such as: am i allowed to continue to have sex, but without the use of Her cock, when the two hours is up?)

From some other things S. mentioned before She left, i thought that i might get more instructions and hoped that those instructions might clarify things. But while i did receive further instructions from Her, none of them were directly about my conduct with other women.

i wrote Her an email, not expecting a reply since She is off on her adventure, but just in case. And i wrote out how i follow Her rules, hoping to get validation or clarification. But that did not happen.

[but today i did get an email from Her!!!! it was extremely short. She was just checking to make sure that i was all right with everything. I assured that i was sexually suffering, and that in turn made me feel wonderful.]

Anyways, K. has recently started seeing a lover who lives in San Diego. It's a very new relationship, and very undefined, and he's several hundred miles away. The first time K. and i kissed last night, i could tell something was up. So i asked her about it, and she admitted to just figuring things out in the moment. We agreed to play things by ear that night. In the event, by the end of the evening, she found that she was not comfortable doing anything more.

So home i went and exercised one of my four options to cum while masturbating that S. has granted me while she is away.

i have three orgasms left, but there are twelve days left in the contract. so i will have to carefully ration them!!

i still have my two free passes to play with another woman, but with K. not available, i'm not sure who i might hook up with. There's a good chance that masturbating will be the whole of my sex life for the foreseeable future!