Well, it's a bit anti-climatic, but this appears to be my last blog entry. Our/our 3-month contact is official over after today - in just a little bit actually as it's getting near midnight as i write
i haven't heard from S. in a little more than a week, and i believe that she is either still traveling or more likely in transit back to the States. i'm working in Germany at the moment and won't be back to the States myself for another week.
i masturbated for the required 15 minutes this morning, and yes i am still stuck on having my face buried in S.' pussy. The day since was been a whirlwind of international negotiations that totally occupied me. Tonight i will masturbate again for 15 minutes - but won't cum since i no longer have Her permission.
i don't know what comes next (though, of course, i do have my fantasies), but i do know that i had some of the best times of my life over the last 3 months, all courtesy S. Looking back, it all seems a little unreal, but the memories are so incredibly satisfying. A Jesus-take-me-now feeling if there ever was one.
i am so very grateful to S. Thank You from all of my heart.
Love,
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